Oh Joni, I am so so sorry

I and probably many others were so very hopeful that the surgery planned would go well. And to find out she didn't get that chance.....I don't even know what to say. Tears are rolling down my face just thinking of the pain you are feeling.You must be overwhelmed with grief.
Know that even tho you are feeling such grief and sorrow over her, that SHE is in a better place. Free from pain and suffering.
She is flying amongst the angels and will ALWAYS be a part of you. Baby was so very special and yes..a Miracle bird in her own right.
You made the hard choice and the RIGHT choice setting her free.I believe it is the ultimate love to be able to let go for their sake rather than to hold on for ours.
((((hugs)))) to you Joni.
Rest in peace lil Baby^ Fly free