this breaks my heart
i am sooo sorry for you. after you just gave bluebird away for picking at him. i guess he knew what we didn't. omg, i just can't believe this. you are doing the right thing and that proves you you love him and want what is best for him over your own feelings.
i can't be sure, but i doubt that the charge will be much. it had better not be or i will loose even more faith in vets than i already have.
my heart hurts, i can't begin to imagine what you must be feeling. ((((HUGS)))) i am here if you want to talk.