buddie died.
today during school.
im so sad. i cryed for so long, still am.
i cant believe it.
i want him back.
i miss him.
but i know not going to happen.
i should have taken better care of them.
im so mad at myself.
i cant say alot more i have to clean out the cage soon.
but its so painful to look at it.
dipper doesnt know why noones replying to him.
he just keeps chirping and thinking hes going to hear buddie.
but hes not.
and niether will i.
hes gone.
really gone.
im devastated.
only 2 years.
im evil.
all my birds only lived for 2 years.
thats horrible.
i shouldnt have let taht slip
i couldnt handle it.
but i should have worked something out.
i wont be on the forums alot anymore
not that i was anyway.
because of school, to much hw.


he was such a sweet bird, i loved him to death.
but he is dead now.
RIP Buddie

ohhh noooo. i'm soooo sorry to hear that. R.I.P. Buddie... you were such a good little birdie...

when you have time, tell us what happened. =[

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don't be so hard on yourself, it happens to the best of us. If you had no reason to see it coming, you certainly can't blame yourself. cheer up and try to get your mind off of it, k? *hug* hope you feel better.

may Buddie rest in peace.

aww im soooo sorry!!! i know how it feels to lose a pet here a vurtual hug *hugs* I hope everything gets better soon it will take time

halfway done with cleaning the cage.
i dont really know what happened, but im pretty sure its from lack of food, i didnt feed them alot these past weeks, thats why im mad at myself. i dont know why, my head was spinning, so much going on in my life, along with the tera nova testing so its like a district test, execp more important. that was stressful the whole week, thankfully its over, and with so much going on i just lost control, snapped. so i took some time off for myself and i guess it helped. everything is still pretty messed up but the testings over so that really eases my mind. but i guess i took much time off. i really regret that i was so selfish.Buddie died. i have to accept that now.but the worst part is that i have to give dipper away. well i dont have to, but its my decision. i think it would help alot, no more cleaning every 2 days, no more chirping which ill have to get used to, no more wake up calls at 5:30 in the morning. all thats good, but ill miss out on the love of the little creatures.when my second bird died, i made a promise to myself that i wouldnt buy anothher bird for a long time. I didnt. and im planning on keeping my promise for at least a few years. i cant stand seeing them go just like that. out of nowhere. it hurts too much. i cant take it, and right now in my life and probably even more when i get older ill have way to much to do to take care of them. so i dont know what ill do for now but i know i have to find a good home for dipper. i feel bad becuase my friend bought him for me and im just giving him away. hopefully shell understand.

aww dont get rid of dipper

Oh no how awful RIP Buddie, I feel so bad for you I know you loved him.

Are you sure you didn't fed him enough, cos Dipper isn't sick and you feed them together no?
sometimes budgies only live for a few years , sometimes just weeks. Alot of times you really don't know why, they don't always get sick for a long time first sometimes you wake up and they are just gone... a mystery.

I think you should keep Dip and make it right for him, but it is your decision. You know what you feel is right in your heart. My condolences.

i am so sorry for you. i really am. dont get rid of him... it will be his whole flock being taken away fromm him so fast..thats not right. you want the best for him, right? keep him with you. always! that goes for buddie too. hugs!!!!!!! dont forget about Buddie, but dont remember that he died. just remember the time in between it. i am truly sorry to hear about this ,but i hope i helped!

I'm so sorry about Buddie; what a sweet little bird. And it's so hard when you lose somebody or something you love.

Poor Dipper, too. I understand if you're worried whether you can take care of him well enough, but maybe you should wait a little while before definitely deciding to find him a new home. Partly so he doesn't lose you and his home so soon after losing Buddie, and partly because later on you might wish you had kept him. When you lose somebody it's very hard to make important decisions and think clearly about them, so it's usually best to wait a while, if you can.

I am so sorry about buddie,he was such a handsome budgie.he remines me of my sparkles they could be brothers.please don't give away dipper.he would grieve for you and might make himself sick,plus you might regret it later.give yourself time to heal.