I only have one chance left to keep my job, if i come up short one more time, I'm fired. I've already lost my girlfriend, now I'm bout to lose my job.
Just focus on your work while you're at work. Do the best you can but don't allow yourself to tense up. That'll only make things worse.
To make things worse, i have to be able to pay rent this before next year starts, or be a full time collage student.
You make college sound like punishment. College is a very enriching experience, particularly if the college has a strong college town. But, to get the most out of it, you need to have a very open mind to appreciate the rich diversity and cosmopolitanism that it offers. Commuter schools don't offer that.